>>�� Something magical happened then(despite the fact that the motive of the acceptance wasnt right).The thought dissappeared after a few days! It was just gone...Maybe the acceptance of uncertainty, is indeed the solution to every OCD "problem"..
>>��God bless you all.
Very happy to see you are feeling better and I am starting to understand what most of you are saying, even thought there is no way I would convince myself I did something bad just accept that there isnt going to be an exact way to reassure myself.