>>��joe, i feel the same way, dont worry, you arent gay. your best bet is go to www.ocfoundation.org - go to the referal section and try to get a referal to a doctor in your area. also, read the ask the experts section. there are like at least 5 questions each time they update it with questions regarding the infamous HOCD.
>>��joe, you arent gay. youre as straight as straight can be. you gotta learn to live with uncertainty, then you shall be free. god bless you, you arnet gay. one day youll look back on this and roll on the floor and laugh and say what the fuck was i thinking?
>>��good luck on overcoming this, it can be done.
>>��>>��The thing that scares me i think.....thinking about it, is the fact that I COULD enjoy getting off to other men if i wanted to.....but i dont want to. But anyone could I mean anyone can do anything. I COULD eat dogshit for a living.....but i dont want to. you see what im getting at? that is my main question about being in denial or HOCD....i think it may be the worry that i COULD enjoy it rather than the fact that i do enjoy it...