I think you're obsessionnal as we all are here.
All of your spikes are the result of OCD.
you are asking for reassurance...it's another proof that it's OCD.
Just understand every spikes as a result of anxiety, obsessions or compulsions, nothing more...than this awfull disease : OCD.
stay strong !
>>��Hi all. I am a 21 year old female. I am trying to not make this sound like the "typical" post, but, unfourtunately, i am so nervous right now...that i don't overlly care. here's my problem. i was diagosed with severe depression, causing anxiety with slight ocd. for fiv years i suffered from severe hypochondria --with a specific fear of MS. since then, my MS fear has subsised, but, over the past 3 months, i have started to obsess about being a lesbian. i don't know what to do. I used to have crazy crushes on guys as a child...actually even up to about 6 months ago (y'know where you think about them all the time). but, now, when i think back, i become afraid when i think of females who have hit on me or when i was attracted to someone that i thought was male (but, turned out to be a female). what do you guys think? I have a councilling appt...however, it will take 2 months to get in because the waiting list is so huge...i can't remember the type of councilling that i am going for (somethng to do with how present cicumstances cause anxiety). can one just become a lesbian? any answers (inclu. from homosexuals) would be so much apprechiated. thanls a lot.